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January 3rd, 2015

I was gone. Gone away for so long. Away from the midnight, away from this blog, away from me!

Over 2 years..and wow! it's 2015!! Happy New Year! It's funny how people in this world wish each other happy new year to live a sad life for the rest of the year. :) (I need another drink to keep going - afterall, it's a night of the reunion!)

(cheers! aaah! I am back!) Ok, so I have so much in my head right now that I'll start with my journey of being a man from a boy. Just like any middle class gujju, I dreamed of living in the USA & earn my dollar since I was a kid. Thanks to my giant software employer and a Billionaire boss, I got a chance to fulfill it. Not to forget the shadi ka luck that my wify gave me as well.

One thing that I realized after staying here for a little over a year and 3 months is that happiness is a state of mind wherein you have something that you wanted and you still want something else. It's really strange that I always wanted to live abroad when I was home and now when I am out, I miss home! (fukin' idiot - haha!) However, I'll be proud to fulfill many of my dreams and gaining on such new experiences - good or bad, they count. I feel like i'm living life of a kid who dreamed about me once upon a time.

Here's my list of achievements in the last two years (no brag about but just real!) -

1) Story of a mom's dream -

It's a long story of my mom got married to a man whose family never liked her. While growin up i'd always watch her do shit that no woman in this country would. Going an extra mile? fuck that! she went a thousands to gain love & acceptance from the people who still don't care for her. That's my lesson numero uno - "If they don't care about you, fuck 'em!" wish she learned the same, but who am I to teach anyone, after all, sheez the mum! and I really believe that YOUR LIFE TODAY IS A RESULT OF THE DECISIONS YOU MADE. All she ever wanted was a home of her own. I was desperate to fulfill her wish since 10 years....10 long fucking years! I am just happy that I was able to do this with my love for her and grace of God and of course, my billionaire friend's money whom I work for ;) So - I guess by far this is the best thing that I have done in my life and now I am chasin a dream to make it even bigger and better for her. Read about my definition of happiness and it'll all make sense :)

2) Wife's dream -

Dealing with a retard like me needs a lot of patience and love. A stubborn, headstrong character like i used to be, I feel like I've changed so much after I got married. Marriage does  change you! My wife always was fascinated with the name "California" when she was a kid and wanted to live there. I got to know about this after we moved to the Bay area and I was so happy to be a medium of her living this one dream of hers. :) Now I'm chasing another dream of takin her to Manhattan and walking with her with a coffee and a smoke - that would be something I guess. Hope you remember my definition of Happiness here - don't lose track, focus! More chasin' here as well!! :D

3) My dreams -

* Saw John Cena - I to I and clicked his picture! :) A live WWE show that made me a kid in the arena.

* Became an NRI - Lived in the US. A proud fuckin Gujju!!! :D (i could have cashed in a hellotta dahej with this qualification ;) Not chasing this dream at all. lol)

* Bought my first car (Santro was jointly owned with my friend in Bangalore)

* Bagged in 3 promotions in less than 3 years.

* Fired a machine gun, rode a horse, drove on mountains, sailed the sea, & yeah, I started loving scotch now :) doesn't mean I'm not a beer guy anymore! :)


I feel like I am aging too early, like i've lost track of time. How the fuck I'd be 28 in another 3 months? a few years back, which feels like were a few days back. I used to call people like who I'm going to become UNCLES!!! lol I'd be a fuckin Uncle in 2 years.

But if this is what happiness is, which is to keep on chasing, I'd ask you lord to pump me with your blessings and keep me going, coz I just wanna put more smiles on more faces in this world. Though I do not want to and I cannot keep everyone happy, it'd be nice to be remembered by someone when they are havin' a good time! :)

I am feeling good now. Just had to write I guess..I wish I am back here soon!

JD
(Ignore all the grammatical and spelling mistakes) 

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